Eliza Schiff
Off Beat
I didn’t know wind could scream.
I’d heard it whisper, coo, call out to the world,
even cry,
But never, in all of its ever-presence and all of my ever-presence, did I hear it
Scream.
Not until the sky was green and stale
As if the blue I knew like the creases of my mother’s eyes,
Like the twirl of my brother’s hair
Had never never painted the world above and I had never stared up at it- lost.
The wind screamed and Power lines- broke
Branches- broke
Windows- broke
The perfect stillness I always knew of the night- broke
And I thought for a time, maybe I broke too.
I wanted to see it. To look out of the window as rain fell...or maybe rain took.
To look out and brace the storm sung by satellites and weather balloons and
channel 4 that sent us undercover; left us wrecked, crying out to our earthly
Mother.
Fallible and delicate and defeated just like Hannibal-
Our waiting has made an icarious out of animals.
I’ve heard
A band played along as the Titanic went down
A sad and mournful tune as hope ran aground.
Now our ship is sinking, our world is burning, our cities languish as they gasp for
Air.
But who is dancing to this melody?
Is it you Charles and David Koch, who sit behind a desk in an office, holding back
the remedy?
You, idols of the older generation who sit with the blinds drawn shut-
Who sit with the windows sealed?
Is that why you can’t hear the wind screaming?
Or maybe it is that you won’t hear the wind screaming.
But me? We? Us. We have grown weary of this worn out beat, this wreckage
Waltz.
If forever could be measured by the meter of your music
And if your music was the ricochete of “they will fix it some other day,”
Or the piercing cacophony of D.C, and C.F.O, and B.P, and tired greed,
You’re counting in fours, and we can’t stomach it anymore.
one, two, three, four, one, two, three, four.
one, two, three, four, one, two, three, four.
It’s the sound of drilling, and pumping, and filling, and dumping
CO2 in the atmosphere
that promised us
the air we breath.
It’s the sound of storm surges clawing at the only home we’ve ever known.
The neglect of a planet whose life you bemoan.
This is the silence of change that has left us weeping in vain.
Not the absence of noise, but the deafening cry of a silenced protest, too known to
hear over.
Well
Hear us now- congregated and aggravated and syncopated.
Our beat is not like that of the past.
We’re counting in threes nows
You and me and us and now.
You and me and us and now.